Vol. 26, October
Special Features

Special Feature: Hot Topics

Special Feature: The Challenges of Friendship

Small World: Argentina

Activist of the Month

Special Feature: High School and Beyond

Above & Beyond: Learning Disabilities

Special Feature: An American Teen at the Democratic Convention

Departments

Girl Talk: Women Only

Girl Talk: What Will the Candidates Do For Us?

Short Story

Good Reading: Practice, Perseverance, and Poetry

Good Reading: Despair & Hope

Arts & Culture

Powerscopes

GOOD READING Main  
  


Self Awareness


Poetry Editor:
LaQueena Williams, 15
Massachusetts

It's hard being a teen. There are so many changes that we face as young women. We just have to try our best to be who we are, even if it's changing every day.


Insecure
Rachel Simon, 13
New York


Insecure,
afraid to show,
all she wants
is to go with the flow.

Her peers watch
her every move,
but what is she
trying to prove?

That she's the same
and nothing more.
That she's too scared
to ever soar?

In a crowded room
she looks around.
She stays hidden,
not a sound.

It takes awhile
for her to come out,
but when she does
she's ridden* with doubt.

What if I'm not liked?
What if I'm weird?
Oh, no, she thinks,
this is just what I feared.

Then he walks over
and takes her hands,
and in that moment
she understands.

You don't have to be
the same.
You don't have to hide
behind layers of shame.

You can be different,
loud and unique.
Don't be unsure
of whatever you speak!

Whatever you are
let it be what you please,
because what you feel
is what everyone sees.

*Ridden: disturbed by









Who am I?

Deano E., 16
Florida


Who am I? A face. A name. A voice.
Do other people really know who I am?
To my parents I am still a child.
To my teachers I'm-well, a problem,
a challenge, a grade,
sometimes hope and sometimes trouble.

Do people really notice me?
Or better, notice the real me?
Some know my name.
But that's all they do.
Sometimes I wonder if other
people go through what I go through?

I am part of many people.
A teenager,
but mostly adult (and I admit it).
Part child,
pieces of a puzzle that I sometimes
think will never fit together.



Who I Am
Shaylia Monroe

People try to find the real me
but they have no clue
for they try to paint a picture of how they see me—
but if they only knew!
How great I am,
I'll have everyone say.
What a good person I am,
to be a young lady with great confidence
and good sense.
People will start to see
the true young lady that lies within me.
That person is someone I'm proud to be.
I do the best that I can,
but I'll always be myself
to let people see how I really am.


Artwork by Salem Gebrezgi, 17
Massachusetts



Take Me As I Am
Sarah Torau, 15
Pennsylvania


I am not a girl who is constantly on the phone,

I am not a girl who hates to be alone.

I am not a girl who is always on e-mail,

and I'm not the type of girl that likes to paint her fingernails.

I don't have the newest, up-to-date "celly,"

and when I am around a guy my legs don't turn to jelly.

I don't have the trendiest clothes,

I don't have a piercing in my belly button or nose.

I really despise boy bands that actually sound like girls,

And I really don't do my hair up in those cute little curls.

So take me as I am and as the woman I am soon to be,

for I am the girl who has to be free.

I am a girl who gazes at the stars,

peering through her telescope at the Milky Way, Jupiter, and Mars.

I am the girl that you cannot tie down,

I am the girl that you will never catch with a frown.

I am a girl that brings joy to the world,

I am the rose waiting for its petals to be unfurled.

Take me as I am.






Where Am I From?
Rebekah Aliyah Mastel, 13
Nevada


I am from
hopscotch, candy, and the beach.

I am from
several divorces, and many, many weddings.

I am from
houses filled with cousins, uncles, and aunts.

I am from
Aerosmith and Styx, Garth Brooks, and Garbage.

I am from
gummi bears, popcorn, sweaters, and movies.

I am from
piano, guitar, and a million types of music.

I am from
laughter, singing, and noise.

I am from
pot roast, corned beef, and potatoes.

I am from
knish*, latkes*, and cheesecake.

I am from
deaths and grieving, births and rejoicing.

I am from
individuality, and a drive to be unique.

I am from
people who love me.

Where are you from?

*Knish: a fried or baked turnover or roll of dough with a filling such as meat, kasha, or potato
*Latke: a fried pancake made of grated potato



Looking Ahead

Renu Abraham, 15
New York

I wake up each day,
my mind full of worries, ideas, plans,
all endless, like shimmering stars
embedded in the night sky.

What to do with these thoughts,
I am clueless.
They are noisy, impatient little kids
standing on the lunch line.

My worries are common.
They are insignificant questions,
each popping into my mind
like bubbles, interrogating my plans,
doubting my abilities.

You're never aware of the time's speed.
Days come and go
like swift cars on a highway.
I am running to catch up,
but time and my mind
are always ahead of me.

How do I reach goals
so far away,
like the bottom of the Atlantic?

How do I put aside childish worries
and start each day
confident, secure of myself,
of my capabilities?

I'm puzzled like a driver,
cautiously maneuvering
in the pouring rain,
not able to see anything clearly.

I'm deserted with
no answers, no resolutions,
but only to keep looking ahead
with patience, with hope.






Artwork by Ketsia Clermont, 17
Massachusetts


 
 
 

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